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the red is fading into my tangled veins the vessels of my eyes are well defined as I don't lose consciousness the trees' arms reach out to the intangible sky she releases sparks while frightening them away he swallows stars and holds them inside he's getting larger and larger the pills cannot hold their bones together much longer

So raw. Condemned- to the life I see. Despite what they may think- I actually don't know. Being alone makes you cold, almost disbelieving of kindness in the world Because you learn to only take care of yourself. Forget about the heart, much less others. But the moment your chemicals match up and catch on fire, and the gaping holes inside your eyes... see, in that moment, you don't feel so forgotten.

You say you don't know what to say Put the flowers on the table and leave Don't waste your breath on insignificant details I cannot find in you what's missing in me. Ripped apart to find a reason, But you only find incoherent entries in a diary as old as your soul. The words of compassion are faded, And promises of love, tainted with tears The cancer of your soul can no longer be saved.

Your angry words deceive me They make me think there's something dying But the truth is, it's not real and your valor is barely alive There are blind spots I cannot look beyond Though I tell myself I still have my sight, I forget everything I've seen. What's the point of tomorrow if there was no yesterday? We're all unfinished like a forgotten goodbye What's there to be understood if the heart cannot accept the past? Wilted roses like a lost soul I'm trapped in an invisible cage Prisoner of my own lying heart

The roots of this heart are so entangled So very deep down below my feet The thought of 6 feet under is so provoking I’ll surrender to this trigger You forget you still have a spine When you back down from your mental enemies What would you do if I said they’re not real? Your whole life, I guess, must have been a lie “Oh, you bleed just to know you’re alive.”

Burn your words like the fire in your eyes Who was I to believe such lies? I can figure this out, I can figure you out now I'll be begging you to come home To fix you, I'll say But you won't listen, and you'll stay in your static world The second you turn your back on me for good, I'll be on my way home Never mind you, I'll find my way back I made it all the way here without you, Remember? Ran through that lost town alone, Remember? Leave your damage far away from here Far away from home

After a while, it all sounds the same. Music turns to noise, Arguing to faded screams, "forgive me's" to empty promises After a while, I don't know what to think anymore Endless suffering, waiting, dying to fall asleep To collapse from exhaustion Sleepless after all, it all feels the same Touching now numbs me Burning and freezing, I'm dying anyway Insomnia and emptiness, after a long while

I can't help but think This is not the way It's supposed to be Songs about you come on the radio I turn them up on the highway Because they only fuel my addiction (Love a liar...) Racing, pushing myself beyond these limits I want to feel the adrenaline you once showed me so long ago (...Become a liar) Your laughter forever echoes in my ears- I still don't know how to let you go

So I found you And you're the only one I want The only one I need Because there's nothing like the way you look at me- There's something in your gaze That holds me, my safety net- Stare too long and the threads unravel Until you're slipping- You'll fall Into the ocean's cool caress- Its deep embrace delivers you Down into the depths Of your pupils Darkness I'd hate to face alone